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RT @janemetcalfe: Happy 20th (or 33rd) birthday @BoingBoing. You're still a cool #zine to me ❤️ @frauendelder @Arlatacay @xeni @doctorow @p…
RT @noahShachtman: If this is accurate, it's game over. https://www.thedailybeast.com/saudi-officials-close-to-crown-prince-mohammed-bin-salman-knew-of-alleged-plan-to-hack-jeff-bezos-phone-wsj
RT @heathr: and in tech generally in his thinking I guess it’s not surprising Assange’s rape charges weren’t top of mind for him. He has a…
RT @heathr: It’s hard to believe he’s missing forrest for the trees still w the country where it is. After Larry’s failure to centre the h…
RT @heathr: I hadn’t realized Larry showed more support for Tulsi Gabbard who clearly has support from Russian bots and press. Here he is…
RT @heathr: You guys this stuff is really troubling and I’m posting my questions and searches in real-time. I hadn’t thought about Larry h…
RT @avflox: @xeni @DavidReporting @BoingBoing Neoteny -- that term in this context. Dear gods, that's horrific.
RT @xeni: No living thing has lasted here Yet we shall both survive
RT @annesoffee: @xeni Did I tell you I just saw them open for the Misfits in Madison Square Garden? Captain Sensible said “Hello New York!…
RT @boutotcom: "It's incredible to me that Boing Boing still has the original band line-up." Félicitations à Mark Frauenfelder @Frauenfelde…
RT @heathr: @owenthomas @xeni @WendySiegelman @DemopJ Linking my Lessig / Russia / Dyson threads https://twitter.com/heathr/status/1218314881037815808?s=20
RT @galwaygaffes: @xeni the greatest argument for a collective unconscious is the degree to which survivors are pressured to forgive - or…
RT @galwaygaffes: @xeni @DavidGallaher one of those claims that is quoted at parties by insecure male intellectual-types who want to sound…
RT @galwaygaffes: @xeni i'll never know how old i was - the people that know won't say all i have are clues an old photo with a fake smil…
RT @_cryptome_: @xeni Jardin on Jeffrey Epstein, Cancer and Cannabis https://shows.pippa.io/light-culture/episodes/xeni-jardin
RT @lightculture_: For the first time in public (outside @Twitter) @xeni speaks out on her views of the growing Jeffrey Epstein scandal (th…
RT @xeni: @DavidReporting @BoingBoing PODCAST: 'Light Culture,' in which I speak about the ongoing harm of Jeffrey Epstein's dirty money in…
RT @xeni: Please listen to me Thank you @DavidReporting Keywords: Jeffrey Epstein, John Brockman, EDGE, Ghislaine Maxwell, child sex traf…
If you’re following Trump impeachment and you’re ignoring me because you think this can wait, please try to read what I’m earnestly blinking, fren https://twitter.com/xeni/status/1220041361853861889
RT @Frauenfelder: @kottke @doctorow @xeni @Beschizza Thanks, Jason! Here's to 20 more years of http://kottke.org!
RT @kottke: Boing Boing is celebrating 20 years online. 20 years! Congrats @Frauenfelder @doctorow @xeni @beschizza and the rest of the gan…
Please listen to me Thank you @DavidReporting Keywords: Jeffrey Epstein, John Brockman, EDGE, Ghislaine Maxwell, child sex trafficking, cancer, cannabis, @boingboing's 20th, Albert Einstein once visited our family home to meet my astronomer grandpa https://shows.pippa.io/light-culture
 
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RT @MarcusHarwell: I wasn't there at the beginning, but @doctorow & @xeni steered me there pretty fast. Bravo, gang.
RT @kottke: Boing Boing is celebrating 20 years online. 20 years! Congrats @Frauenfelder @doctorow @xeni @beschizza and the rest of the gan…
Coyotes woke me up early. The yipyipyipppp and the yowwwwwlllling. Fat rabbits out here in the high desert today, mild winter with little snow at our elevation lately. I’m going back offline to reclaim my rest. When what I returned to share is live, I’ll return to share it.
This, too, is why I was offline.
He left me a final gift. I threw it in the trash yesterday, took a while to get there. But immediately: zero g feeling in my heart. It’s really my life and mine alone now. On my terms.
He was a piece of shit when she brought him in. And he’s a dying piece of shit today. Thank you God for allowing me to survive them. Thank you God for taking him away at last.
He was a piece of shiyat when she brought him in. And he’s a dying piece of shiyat today. Thank you God for allowing me to survive them.
The dissonance you feel between the woman you know and the horror that might cause me to say this is no longer my problem. It feels so great to become more free by the day. Soon, motherfucker. Soon, for you.
I’m counting the days until someone dies. It’s hard to explain but it feels fantastic. Yes I mean it. I am already free.
Blessed child of God over here BECAUSE I SAW THEM LIVE IN THE 1980s. My life is already complete
It’s a blasting punk rock on the headphones, hot chocolate, dog hugs all day kind of day. Yes I’m hydrating.
No living thing has lasted here Yet we shall both survive
RT @edwardiglesias: @xeni Glad you have your priorities straight. Your oxygen mask first.
I’m that crazy bitch who finally got her shit together a while ago. Long time since I’ve been a hot mess. I’m tidy and tepid, truth be told. I haven’t had a Letrozole-induced hot flash in at least 4 minutes.
RT @Steve_in_Austin: @xeni @spiritchild77 I believe deleting their apps from your mobile devices is a must, even if you don’t fully quit.
Concerned ones: I am doing so very well today, and have been consistently. Some of the material I have been dealing with is big deal stuff. When I felt affected, I paused. Here I am again. If you see me here I am well. If you don’t, I’m focusing on me. Period. All is well.
RT @xeni: If you believe that science has been held back from exploring the power of eugenics, DNA data gold mining grabs, and life extensi…
I took time out because I decided to tell my part of the story to someone I trusted. You’re about to hear it. it cost me. So I needed time. Every time I engage with the story on a personal level it costs me. My pain ain’t cheap. So I say things only once.
To those sending DMs, I adore you, but I cannot see who you are or see the direct messages. Please never message me on this platform again. Other methods are publicly findable if you need to contact me. This is not safe. Not much is safe. But no, this is not safe.
RT @xeni: I am safe, well, and have things to say. You'll be hearing them soon.
RT @xeni: I am safe, well, and have things to say. You'll be hearing them soon.
RT @LauraJMG: @xeni I *love* your compassion, Xeni, and your ferocity on behalf of others who have had no one standing up for them. I was t…
2020 is the year everyone needs therapy
Dog yawns, snorfles, and muffled dream barks: is there a more beautiful morning sound
The more my capacity to truly feel and deal with my own pain grows, the less of the avoidable sort I want in my life.
“Advice that is not asked for is a form of criticism.”
RT @chargrille: @xeni I was 2 1/2, 4, and 7. It's a beautiful thing that you kept your great big empathetic heart. And it's good to keep it…
Sobriety pedants: It’s a CBD dominant blunt and we medicate a pain syndrome associated with cancer, under an ex-NIH oncologist’s ongoing clinical guidance, not feelings
RT @bigbluemachine: @xeni You’re one of the few people I’d download a new thing for. Thank you for not making me do that.
Mom and my abuser stepdad with ALS are ride-or-die trumpers. I went no contact with both after a series of abusive incidents. Can’t bear it. That was big. Pain. I’m okay. But pain. My biological father also died of ALS. yeah. Been heavy up in here.
6 years old. She was 6.
Friend who saw what was happening and said hey friend you don’t have to be the sin-eater of the world, bless you
Having a private life is cool
I don’t have the Twitter app on my mobile devices anymore, and I plan to limit my engagement here until there’s less of a gap between what I know and what you know. The dissonance hurts
I took time out because some of the new information I was exposed to affected me. I have professional care as part of my life, and other recovery support, so I dialed down the inputs and went into defrag mode then reboot. Here we are. You won’t find me on FB or IG, anymore.
 
 
 
 
 
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